When it comes to love, are we talking about who I really was? Was, indeed.A lover... I once was.Am I still one?Perhaps I could be. Or perhaps not.A fighter... I have watched people live and die, and being as absorbent as I am, I made a decision that I would let the love within me be contaminated by the very things most people rejected to ever happen.All my life, I have tried to preserve its purity, believing it would stop me from running in circles, that with pure love upon my sleeves, I would soar and conquer the sky.It could never be that easy.So I second guess everything, so I encourage you to do so. Have a taste of the rust from the dagger you once used to kill your enemy, just like I added a pinch of salt to my love potion, the taste of tears I shed in silence as my lungs burned while I dived into the ocean of your loneliness.I was named after two great kings.I am Canute in the way I seek peace within myself, and Macbeth in the way I sometimes wage war against it. One part of me longs for clarity, conviction, and strength that comes from knowing who I am. The other wrestles with ambition, doubt, and the storms of my own mind.When I find peace within myself, I love with steadiness and intention. Yet when the Macbeth within me takes hold, love becomes introspective. I question, overthink, and fight battles that often exist only in my own mind.To love, then, is not merely to feel affection. It is to choose, again and again, which king you want me to allow to rule my heart.And so I sail as the old kings once did. Aboard a weathered longship, its hull carved by every sea it has survived. Some days the waters are calm enough to reflect the sky, on others, they rise to challenge the strength of the keel. I do not curse the storm, for it reminds me that a ship is not built for the harbor, but for the sea. We’ll sail forever.Should our paths ever cross, do not mistake the scars upon the wood for signs of ruin. They are the marks of every voyage that failed to sink me. If you choose to board, know this: I cannot promise gentle tides, only that I will never stop steering toward quieter waters.
— Day awakens at 9:00 AM and draws its final breath at 9:00 PM (WIB). Beyond those hours, I retreat into a silence I have rightfully earned.
— To preserve something undivided, I give myself to only one soul at a time. In that brief devotion, you are granted the rare indulgence of my undistracted presence.
— On weekdays, my attentiveness may falter from the afternoon into the evening, as prior obligations lay their claim upon me. Yet, devoted as I am, perhaps to a fault, I will not leave you in uncertainty. When time loosens its grip, I shall return to you, and you will know.
— Should I fall silent for more than six hours, do not hesitate to summon my keeper. With them, you may seek for refund or perhaps reclaim our time on another day.
— Should any unease, dissatisfaction, or grievance arise within our time, bring it to me directly. I would rather face it in your voice than let it linger, unspoken, between us.
— Payment is to be offered in advance through QRIS, a small assurance against ill intent. Once given, it is not returned, unless the fault lies with me.
— Minors (under 18) are categorically forbidden from engaging in any capacity.
— Clients at the range of ages of 19 - 21 are expressly prohibited from engaging in any romantic involvement with me.
— My services are exclusively available to individuals holding CA, BA, or FA classified accounts. Unfortunately, other account types are not eligible.
— As a gentleman who walks on paths of desire, I welcome BxG, BxB, BxNB, and husband bound devotions alike, and is also available for platonic companionship upon request.
— Homophobic and queerphobic attitudes are not tolerated and will not be welcome.
— Invasive inquiries or personal overreach shall not be tolerated. Mutual respect and discretion are to be upheld at all times. While real life discourse may transpire, real identities remain strictly off limits.
| Public Display Affection | 5.0/one-day |
| Movie Date | 8.0/one-movie |
| Writing Date | 10.0/session |
| Reading Date | 5.0/hour |
| Art Date | Prior discussion |
| Spotify Session | Currently Unavailable |
| Staying Up Late | 8.0/hour |
| The charged of the Muse and Name, Criteria, Personality: | For Free |
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